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tomorrow back to school

Tue, 01 Sep 2009 11:41:09 GMT

i'm going to go back to school and start the new semester tomorrow. but somehow i feel unsettled. this is a hard feeling, and i just wanna settle everything down and chill myself out before it gets topsyturvy. and life will be busy soon...

i pray that i can be happy to face any troubles and difficulties with a peaceful state of mind. god bless me, please.

唉

Mon, 31 Aug 2009 12:18:26 GMT

好煩呀. 我好唔鍾意佢, 好想同佢分開住, 我頂唔順啦. 只有佢行開, 我先可以冷靜同安落. 我好唔想同佢一齊........唉....點先可以離開佢? 我好唔鍾意佢, 真係好嬲, 自從佢叫police 上來, 我已經斷定佢係咩人...........

>=o

1st cake 1 cake

Sat, 29 Aug 2009 09:29:35 GMT

Today i made the first cake in my life. I havent had any experience making cakes before. though it took a long time, it still worthed it. i am going to give the cake to my mother. i hope she will love it. and i am not eating it because i bet seeing my mother eat it is more rapturous. oh i wanna be a girl making perfect cake oneday for my love and parents.

i still think that the heart is more important than the cake made. that means, heart is the most important thing in this world.

goodbye, my students

Fri, 28 Aug 2009 13:14:00 GMT

4 students a day, no way!!!!

i 'm so tired having so many students for tutorial classes today. I'm not a robot and i feel tired easily. though i love them, i can't keep them all. so i need to say goodbye to some of them... i still believe any acquaintance between people is a kind of karma. I will miss my students and my old mates.

Lovely all

Cake cake tomorrow!!

i have to delete some tutorial classes

Mon, 24 Aug 2009 12:19:55 GMT

I admit I don't like to have so many tutorial classes, so I will delete some tutorial classes later. I would love to keep the girl, Connie , as my student , but I doubt if I can manage to keep her. If I had her as my student after I start my semester, I would spend 3 days a week to tutor her, classes starting at seven thirty. This would be too late. How can I do my own tasks? I am not able to do so.

Maybe think more about it. Keep Gary, Chevy. Consider Connie.

是但一個都好痛苦

Tue, 18 Aug 2009 23:23:53 GMT

琴晚是我一生人最難過既一晚, 佢竟然發火得咁西利, 永遠都係用無理既理由同狠狠既說話黎蓋過我把聲, 人人都話雙方argue, 一定要有一方停止才不會繼續.........我就係停唔到忍唔到, 佢仲報警, 五六個cop上了來, 邊有家姐咁絕, 一味叫我打佢, 又在笑, 好想我比police 捉左去, 人有家姐我有家姐, 點解我既家姐咁無情? 我真係好upset 同frustrated. 佢竟然在露台向著街大叫要人call 999, 有什麼事都999, 一年前用電話打我, 話打999報警拉我, 想不到一年後重演嗰一幕........

我對佢好失望...

我以後都唔會認佢做我家姐. 從此恩斷義絕.

我無家姐!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

沒有

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 11:01:58 GMT

這是一個什麼世界

為何我寄身這裡卻感無處容身

我還有什麼還能擁有什麼

不用向我宣佈我知我一無所有

丟下我的心踐踏它吧我是無心傷害自己的

我是無心的

步履沉重一來很多贅言

二來很多包袱不要聆聽我

我連最後的遺言也

沒有...

重犯

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 10:44:05 GMT

每一失足, 我提示自己

又有下一次機會

機會一來, 再次失足

是沒完沒了的失敗感

以為還有力量去想

卻比以前更無助

無用掩飾我失足了

not curable

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 10:39:15 GMT

無可救藥~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

KILL ME

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 12:38:44 GMT

Oh, today is so tiring. 4 students in a roll. The day is filled with their emotions and sound. The students are so different from each other. And it 's not far to become a supertutor.. bitter smile.